Random Rantings

Tue, 18 Jul 2017 06:02:36 GMT

August 18
VNV Nation..

Nov 5th
MINISTRY!

w00t!

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missing kitty came back after 5 days

Fri, 07 Jul 2017 06:14:44 GMT

skinny and VERY hungry.
I assume dummy got trapped inside some one else's garage or something.
lost june 20-home june 25

He spent 2 days either in my lap or eating.

Today is 6 july. BTW.

i have not written here much at all.

Nor have i written any of my own fiction, ... which isn't awesome. Me Writing is usually "happy" me. I like telling stories.

i want to write up something long, about all that is/was happening.
lots.

so much, running as fast as I Can and staying in place.

Interesting! mental health foo; (I have recently begun to nail down the damage done to me by Fenwick. lots. is the short answer. dammit.)

Emma, is having a bumpy age 16-17 (b-day in August)
Crysse is stressed out from work/travel. way more travel than you would believe.
New Car! the 2017 dealer Demo model BMW with all the most expensive options - for demo purposes.. the 2018 came in. So the impossibly expensive car, with 6k miles on it needs to go ASAP.
She is friends with a sales droid, and got it at Friend and Family price and interest 1% for the first 5 years. :-D
But it's for me to drive her to and from the air port. She may be behind the stearing wheel 2 days a month.

the house is still in need of a roof and windows and bathrooms. but X cant happen until Y, which cant until..... Who isn't around because...

We , i believe are getting a roof in August. I of course was told we were getting windows on Jun 20, so - I am out of the loop.

wee!

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low blood sugar blues

Fri, 23 Jun 2017 06:29:01 GMT

i should know better by now.

dammit.

AND my kitty Viper, the 11-lbs black one has gone walk about.

He's gone walk about before. it's been since monday, I am stressed.

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bad head ache

Thu, 01 Jun 2017 19:01:28 GMT

so

i have a bad headache
had a bad headache

dreamed of having a head ache as i slept
woke - headache, slightly fogged/stupid

check Reddit, see that China is pissed at Trump for Climate Change thingy.
Am confused, because why would China give a shit.
I mean; trump is just a rich - real - estate investor, and a blow hard and an asshole.
who cares what he says.
...
...
...
oh. wait. he's president. i forgot.
i can't tell you how... how that ... realization struck me.

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Sat, 27 May 2017 00:06:23 GMT

Alt Shift X, has an excellent analysis of "Game of Bones*"

ACTUAL QUOTES

"One of the prostitutes that Podrick so impressed in season one has a Blue Rose tattoo! She MUST BE LEANNA STARK in Disguise! How Will Jon Snow react to find out his mother is alive and feleatiating Poderick Paine?"

[*yes, it's porn, the vid is semi SFW - and hilarious in it's dead serious analysis]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QS6E0hu52Rk&t=155s

"In Episode 3 of Game of Bones, Jon Snow encounters a White Walker (a nude white body painted woman, with a white wig) who holds a white dildo...
Now in book 5 of Game of Thrones, When Jon lets the wildlings in through the wall, one of them has an ivory carved dildo.... So ...."

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happy

Sat, 20 May 2017 04:08:10 GMT

So
the good
1) Connor seems to have fucked off.
2) Emma seems to have pulled a 180, and is pumping out homework/old documents and school work with alacrity
3) I got a new computer! ok, it's new to me, a Dell laptop, that has the guts to run Fallout: New Vegas; which is all I Care about.
4) I have fallout new vegas installed, and I have 51 mods installed and balanced (LOOT - is a software that suggests load order and shows errors and the like; so I have the game the way i want it
5) It seems crysse's work place has gotten the idea, her boss has yelled enough, finally. See, a "normal CRA" monitors 14 sites at max. 12 normally.
She has 18. So one and a half times a normal work load, Don't forget "monitoring a site" means "flying to and spending 2 work days there, at a time" so that means...
Sunday night fly to Dallas, Tuesday night fly to Houston, Thursday night fly home, And then spend friday-> sunday writing reports on what she did/saw, and sending emails telling which sites she will be visiting next week, and doing laundry and reloading her suitcase. ...

Her boss took 2 sites away and got her some assistance, IE: people who are going to visit sites with her, and help her write reports.
so she is only out of town =2= days a week instead of 4!

6) So my stress level has decreased AND I can game. I HAVE STRESS RELIEF! weeee!

I am still being Emma's Homework Proctor for 2-3 hours a night 5-6 nights a week. So that's.... "fun".

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ugh

Thu, 11 May 2017 20:26:51 GMT

LOTS going on. None of it "good". ok, Except the fact that I seem to be single handedly
1) keeping Emma from flunking 3 classes
2) keeping Crysse from killing anyone
3) Keeping steve from killing him self, Emma, Crysse,
4) Keeping Connor, Emma's 18 yr old Ex-BF from killing himself or Emma*

*no hyperbole, he has threatened suicide several times, Emma's therapist is afraid he is going to go =seriously= go Kill emma then himself.

It also seems that He may not choose to post nude photos of a 15 year old emma on his instagram. Which is good. Because the FBI would have to have a serious talk with him.

Connor has messed up Emma so bad she is flunking 3 classes; which set off steve, who set of Crysse!

See! Simple.

I really don't know how much longer I can regrow my daily amount of spoons.

I'd ask for help; bu tI don't know what COULD help.
Connor is going to Florida, at least for the summer at the end of school.
Emma seems to be making up her missed homework, even though she seems to still have a small problem with not lying to everyone about almost everything.
Steve has contacted Dana Iscoff, the "Special Master" appointed by the court, from the divorce, 13 years ago. whom has a 1 star rating on YELP and whom both Steve and Crysse agreed 5 years ago was a terrible person.
Da Fuck?
Because Emma is lying so much to steve, and he fears that Crysse is taking Emma's side. And feels he has no one on his side.
Mostly because he has not friends, because he is actually a horrible person.
And is not coping with the fact that his daughter is no longer 100% obedient when he yells. This may be because she is 16, maybe.
Maybe she just realized steve is an alcoholic rage-aholic narcissistic dick.
So at least Fenwick taught Emma how to recognize an Alcoholic and Narcissism ,So that's a plus.

Me? How am I Doing? I don't have the spoons left over to self analyze, if I did, I might be 1 spoon short of what I need to keep everyone else from going to jail or the morgue.
Like, really actually suicide, or homicide. - no hyperbole.

So that's nice. What's Trump up to?

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hear ye hear ye

Tue, 11 Apr 2017 04:52:04 GMT

testing 1
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now using this

Thu, 05 Jan 2017 00:21:08 GMT

testing 1 - 2- 3

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Tue, 14 Sep 2010 19:13:11 GMT

holy crud; I exist!

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